Oblivious Dream

The authority of your presence has me awash with desire

This confusion within me, burning like fire

I would give anything to see approval in your gaze

What I am searching for is your praise

I would move mountains to hear soft words of recognition

To be captured by you is my only mission

I would offer my soul for a mere embrace

But you are absent, vanished without a trace

I would give you my will, for you to break

I would give you my all to squander, to forsake

You lift me up, you break me down

You take me in and there I drown

Hypnotized by your strength, your power

Where you sit there, in your tower

You look upon me in admiration

All I want to be is your temptation

 I shout, but you hear not my screams

I want you closer, you oblivious dream

You hold my strings and control me to fail

I need to break free from this emotional jail

I would be your servant for one night’s submission

Silence would be my only position

Saint in your eyes, sinner in mine

I long for the day I can cross the line

My lies lay scattered upon the floor

He is going to show me the door

I live for the day that all this will end

To look into your eyes and be content

For now you are mine when I close my door

When the lights go out and my mind can soar

I meet you there in our secret place

Where dreams begin and reality fades

But dusk gives way to dawn again

The dream will be just that – the end

Once more where we were before

You calling the shots while I can only adore